Wow.. so I was definitely just searching around for some quotations the other day because I was feeling down and I needed something to lift my spirits. Did this work you might ask?  Not exactly LoL. But for some reason I put it in my dashboard to use. I thought is was weird why did I pic this qoutation.. where I’m at right now is no where close to a fairytale.. If anything I’m living an anti-fairytale life. Nothing is going my way. But thats when I began to realize who cares. Why do we constantly strive for this picture perfect life.. Is it because movies and books tell us thats what we want and thats what we deserve? Don’t get me wrong I think everyone deserves a fairtale perfect life.. but thats not exactly the best life.. If everything is perfect .. if everything went our way..then how could we learn. Some of my most valueable lessons in life have been learned from my most painful experiences.

For example: My heart was torn apart when I was 14 years old by my first love. He promised me the world then left me hanging with no explination. I havent talked to him since. But that one experience taught me that you really never no what is going to happen in life. At one point in your life you might feel like your going to be with that one person for the rest of your life.. but then you look back 5 years later and laugh. I cried myself to sleep for a good year because of that boy. That very instance taught me to guard my heart and only give it to the deserving. That was not a happy ever after but i learned from it.

but as the qoutation says every once in a while a fairy tale comes along into our lives. We thank God for this very moment. We pray that he will never let it go. Some people gets this fairy tale.  But what I really want to the reader to get from this is your life is what you make it. If you stay away from stupid drama and focus on what you want there will be no stopping you..