Wow! I’m suppose to be reviewing spanish for my 8:15 tommorow! But there is something thats on my mind right now! So as most of y’all know I have been talking alot lately about this certain person as I refer to him. So we’ve been talking for about 2 weeks now on facebook, And we agreed to try to get to know each other a little better when we got back to school.. So we are back to school now and I can’t even Speak to him when I see him in the caf! This same guy I have been talking to for the past two weeks I can’t talk to in person! I don’t know what it is!  But I’m sort of hoping he reads this… casue yet again I can’t tell this to his face! I want to say this to his face really I do… But for once in my life I can’t get the nerve up to tell him! SO I’m writing this in hopes that he will read this I know silly right.

Here it goes.. I don’t know whats going on why I can’t walk up to him and just say hi or grin his way.. but one thing I know is that when I notice he is near my heart races like a billion times.. And everything in me turns warm.. When I talk about him I grin and thats pretty much all I do is grin! .. I don’t want to rush anything because good things take time you know.. But I don’t want  to act like I don’t even knows he’s there because believe me I KNOW HE’S THERE! I guess you could call it just a little crush, but I don’t want this one to slip away! He’s the first guy to ever make me feel like I’m something.. Like I mean something! I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO GO UP TO HIM AND SAY HEY!! I want to hang out with him… talk with him!!! But no.. So then I was like its ok.. saturday im having a little get together and he’s coming so maybe I can break the ice then!! But some “Stuff” came up so he’s not sure if he can come! and I know stuff comes up I’m fine with that but I just want to talk to him face to face and me being the outgoing girl that I am can normally go up to a complete stranger but for once in my life I JUST CAN’T DO IT!!! So just want to break the ice NOW!! I LIKE YOU!!